Monday, June 10, 2013

Whose Blog is this Anyway?!

So I logged into my blog account tonight just to be sure it was mine. Yep, my user name, my password, my words. All the posts, my thoughts, my feelings, my experiences. Definitely my blog. Why is it that my blog is so upsetting to other people?

Sure, your behaviors are written about. The way you made me feel is in there. How many sleepless nights and meals I didn't eat because I was so miserable, yes, it's all out on the internets for everyone to see!! But I would like to point out: It's all about me. Me! It's my way of trying to make sense of what happened. My way of trying to forget all the bad and just remember the good. Once the words get out there I can let go of the bitterness. And by bitterness I mean bullshit.

Here's the bottom line on my blog. It's mine. Not yours. If you don't want to be written about, don't act like an asshole. If you misinterpret what I write, that's your deal, not mine. I don't put this up here so you can feel good about your self. I also don't put it up here to hurt you. If you're upset by what I've written, talk to me, don't throw your obscured version in my face to push me away. My outlook, my feelings, my blog, they're mine.

Looking forward to writing about rainbows and unicorns. Until then, I'll continue to share my trials and tribulations with who ever creeps my blog. I'll say it again: MY blog.